Sunday, October 1, 2017

Memory

My dirty feet carry me today
The residue mirroring that which
Remains on my soul

An escape to the north, to the wide open space
To a lake, masquerading as an
Ocean
To a hill, pretending to be a
Mountain

In the desperate freedom of my imagination,
They are both.

My feet find the mud
Plunge into its murky
Depths
Surrender to its squishy
Darkness

They come alive as they leap from rock to rock
Bask in the sunlight, fresh air
Relish in the flow, deep below the surface of the cloudy stream

Here, they are finally at
Home.

Could it be that this is where my soul dwells?
Could it be that it is housed not in my head, or in my chest, but

Here, where my body-clothes grasp the earth,
Here, where my trunk sends down its roots,
Here, where the weight teeters and balances
Here, where the trail is blazed, where the wandering begins

I will leave the dirt lodged between my toes
The mark of my
Baptism

A reminder to my forgetful eyes
That I am not just where I am
Going
That I am also where I have
Been.